it is 28th july today!! one more month to my birthday =)) haha. okok, i should not be advertising my birthday here. LOL. i did not go to school today cos im down with flu and cough attack. -_- i get to miss *ahem*'s lesson today. YAY :)) getting tired out very easily recently and my whole body is aching now. =X went to the clinic and the docter asked me to rest well and not burn the midnight oil. the o's is really very near now and to think i still spend my free biology lesson ytd playing "the bear and guru" game. thinking of that makes me feel so guilty now. ahhhhhhh!! but the game was fun =)) hehe.
next week is the common test week and a whole lot of tests are coming up. must work really hard and pass everything. this is going to be a short entry cos im feeling very drowsy and restless now. must be due to the pill i ate.
ok folks, rest well and take care =)
suddenly, i feel like i want my 6 points too. HAHA.
i believe in miracles now. hah. cos i actually PASSED my amaths. YAY =) *claps and jumps around* i shall cheer for myself. hee, though it may not seem a great deal to many, it is super important to me. hard work really pays off, haha..im praising myself again. LOL =p anyway, it's great enough to know that my mummy is happy, my friends are happy(esp wenxiang, cos we passed together) and lastly, im happy for myself too : ))
5 more minutes and i shall go and do my emaths exercises.
i think, lack of communication can easily lead to many many misunderstandings and confusion. yup, so we must make ourselves "clear" to avoid all these. im simply amazed at the great change in his attitude. wow.
HMMMM, why open ur mouth and talk when u dun feel like doing so =x it's better to keep our mouth shut when we are feeling moody, cos usually, nothing good comes out of it.
i apologise for my "black" face today. and ohh, i pity the cat which is still stuck under the cabin.
lalalalala. I LURVE BPGHS. =))
16th july was bp's 45th anniversary. whee! all of us were super high on that day, and one thing that made us proud was that...*drumroll*. WE STARTED THE BP CHEER. LOL. everything was so so fun. at first, the girls (table 8) started the cheer and it was so soft, we were all like.."omg, so embarrassing". then the guys (table 7) joined in followed by the rest. YAY !! it was a successful cheer...hehe. : )) i cant help smiling to myself now, it was certainly the most fun and the happiest day i had in bp. lurve it to bits. then when they announced the long service award, we cheered very loudly for mdm quek, our beloved biology teacher. muahaha. took lots of pics and we even played some lame games. haha. actually, that was the first time when i actually sang the school song so loudly, (or rather the first time i actually opened my mouth and sing)..haha..all the guests were dressed up so smartly. HEE !! i love everyone who attended the anniversary, it was certainly a day to be proud of. =)
5 years down the road, we'll meet again. YAY !!
i smell so nice now !! cos i just had my bath. haha =) later meeting them at cck to go to school. whee!! today is bp's 45th anniversary =) *cheers* and *claps*. LOL. feeling abit excited now. though it's only ABIT, but it's better than the "heck-care" mood i had last week. the rehearsals we had were fun but tiring (think i had mentioned it before, hah, nvm) yup, so i shall wish bpghs a happy birthday. OH YAR, it's also jocelyn's aka woody birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY =))
looks like one is meant to experience friendship problems at least once in one's life so as to make us cherish one another, i suppose. maybe we should not always stick around with one group of friends, that would be so boring. but does that mean that when u start to "drift" from one group of friends, things will start to change? IMAGINE, if ur friends were to organise an outing and u were not informed or told or invited, how will you feel? it will just suddenly strike u that "hey, things are different now". you can feel that urself and do not need people to tell u that u have drifted away from them. i dun understand what im talking about now so it's ok if u dun too. the feeling of "drift" is really very scary. nobody wants to be left out or alone, especially when u are with this group of friends and suddenly one day, the feeling just strike you. u know that u have drifted, cos you choose to change ur life and open urself to more friends. is that wrong? if i am not informed of the outing, i cant possibly go up to them and be so thick-skinned to ask: hey, why din u guys ask me. that's impossible and i will not do that. sad to say, i just have to admit that things between us have changed now.
okk, im feeling abit emotional today, so nvm if no one understands who i am referring to here. cos even for me, i cant believe that im writing about them too. AHHHHH !! what am i talking about.
poof* and gone.
BRRRRRR. just had the noodles my mummy cooked for me. yum yum. today, we changed class with 4T1 cos kheeonn injured her leg. haha. i dun mean to be bad, but because of this, we get to have the cabin classroom. YAY. dun be jealous. LOL. im so bored, cant help laming though i can still walk. hee. this is really going to be a short entry cos i think, im not in the best mood for blogging. so it's best that i dun blog, or else it will come out as a whole entry of CRAP. shall blog again when i feel better =)
smile when you are happy, cry when you are sad. u'll live a better life=D
TODAY IS A NICE DAY. COS IT IS RAINING NOW. =))
i see the importance of blogging. haha, i really do. although some may see it as something stupid and foolish, a waste of time and blahblah...i still think that it helps in sorting out my thoughts.
yesterday was the 45th anniversary rehearsal. im surprised that i enjoyed it, although i was dreading it then. haha!! i think altogether we did about 3 combined rehearsals before we were dismissed. but the feeling was fun and nice in a funny way. hee=p we were released at about 8 and then we went to lot 1 for our dinner. lol, almost everywhere was packed with people and in the end, we settled in the foodcourt. i drank honeydew sago again. whee, nice nice. took neoprints after that and in the arcade, we saw a guy who looks like the guy who acted as "sky" in holland village. CUTE : ) then we started to follow him cos they wanted to see a close-up of him so as to confirm if it was really him. i think, despite us trying so hard to not let him notice us, he still did. hohoho. everything ended in a funny way. nvm. left at about 10 and i met yuntong in the lrt. yay!! got someone to crap with. haha. funny guy.
ok, i finished my waffle.
amaths amaths amaths. integration and differentiation. muahaha. they are just a bunch of letters and numbers. PASS PASS PASS !!
they are judging on our amaths test results which is on the coming tuesday to decide if we are allowed to continue taking amaths.
it's so unfair.
I WANT TO PASS !!
yesterday was a sad and happy day. haha. how should i put it?? hmmm, we sent my cousin off to the airport yesterday. at first it was ok, i did not expect myself to cry. really. on our way to the airport in gz's car, me, shan, lijun and guozhong were still happily having out "kbox" session in the car, singing like nobody's business. BUT. the song "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui" brought the whole mood down. =X suddenly, i mean SUDDENLY, tears just welled up in our eyes and we felt really weird then. okk, but at least i did not cry at that moment.
then, we reached the airport. yup, the rest also arrived and we went in. went in to Burger King and chatted. the whole atmosphere was so sad and funny at the same time. it was somehow like a "farewell supper" for us. all 9 of us sat around the table and started to eat our hershey's pie. YUMMY. but somehow towards the end, i became so sick of it and still managed to finish it eventually. everything was very funny cos our joker of the group never fail to bring the atmosphere up. LOLs. after that, we were left with one hour before andrew needs to board the plane. so we took a lot of pictures and i can see that all of us are treasuring and enjoying every minute of it. there's one picture which i like cos jianmin was doing a stunt and we all looked so funny. haha.
FINALLY, that moment came. it was almost eleven and time to board the plane. actually, my grandmother and all the ah-yis cried out first. it was really really very sad. we all took turns to say all the farewell words and stuffs. then i couldn't hold back my tears anymore. they just rolled down and down and down. =( ahhhhhhh!!! seeing him entering the departure hall is one thing i would never forget. that few minutes seemed like hours and all of us were doing nothing but crying. although all of us had agreed on not crying earlier but nobody actually did that. afterall, he is our cousin. we played together since young and had shared so many happy memories together. haha. but thinking on the bright side, he is going there to study and will come back 6 mths later with souvenirs for us!! muahaha. =)
i dun want to send people off at the airport again. the scene is really very saddening. hah. however, it made me realise one thing. the bond between us is true and strong : ) i wish him all the best.
i came online for a purpose. haha, and that is to do the lit thingy which osgodby asked us to do. went for the sj carnival this morning and we did not mange to spend all the tix. =X left at about 11 plus cos the weather was simply too hot for us to bear. at first, we even thought of buying 54 balloons so as to spend all the tix but as the queue was too long, we gave up that idea. LOL. the lemonade was sooo sour and we all agree that they forgot to add sugar. the choc pie was small, cute and yummy!! fishballs were spicy and ok. durian ice cream was heavenly!! nuggets were..average. not very nice. saw melvin there..haha. wondering where was layteng. hee. sinyee was sick so joyce and me accompanied her to je mrt. then we went to have our lunch in long john. yay=) then after that, we went je library and discovered alot of things. hee. WE SPY ON PEOPLE. BEWARE. especially joyce. LOL. just kidding. left at about 2 plus and went home.
suddenly, i feel so in love with my life now. muahaha. im loving every minute of it. : )) but sometimes, problems will just arise and ruin every single thing.
what i am feeling now and what i wish to say is just beyond the use of words. they are far too complicated and i do not know how to put it. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. muahaha. =) COMPLICATE is the word.